"This place does allow for such things... like freedom."
Freedom from her past, freedom from her duty, freedom from anything... if she would just take it. But Saber's shackles could not be removed by this world... because she had placed them upon herself. Only she could take them off, and Saber didn't know how to do that.
She was also afraid of what she would become if she freed herself from chivalry and honor and all those things that did nothing but bring her suffering, despair and betrayal. If the Holy Grail did it, Saber would be free and also cease to exist. She need not worry about the monster inside of her, the taint and corruption that whispered atrocious things to her on a constant basis. But here, if she threw those chains off... what would she become?
"Sometimes I wonder if I am myself. I feel like I am, but I know I look at things much differently that I once did. It is enough that others that knew how I used to be think I am broken." False. "That there is something wrong with me because of how I have changed."
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Freedom from her past, freedom from her duty, freedom from anything... if she would just take it. But Saber's shackles could not be removed by this world... because she had placed them upon herself. Only she could take them off, and Saber didn't know how to do that.
She was also afraid of what she would become if she freed herself from chivalry and honor and all those things that did nothing but bring her suffering, despair and betrayal. If the Holy Grail did it, Saber would be free and also cease to exist. She need not worry about the monster inside of her, the taint and corruption that whispered atrocious things to her on a constant basis. But here, if she threw those chains off... what would she become?
"Sometimes I wonder if I am myself. I feel like I am, but I know I look at things much differently that I once did. It is enough that others that knew how I used to be think I am broken." False. "That there is something wrong with me because of how I have changed."